What would I do?

Look at this cute man I married :) (We took this self portrait on our swing yesterday.)

I'm doing ok these days, for all of you who have asked. Last week was really rough - I majorly crashed again and couldn't figure out why until glancing at my prescription bottle I noticed a slight difference in the labeling. Called the pharmacy and found out that the doctor had given me the WRONG prescription for my anxiety (he had given me a prescription strength anti-histamine instead - nice, right?) Anyway, once I figured that out and asserted myself until they gave me the right medicine I got better and better every day.

Rob has been awesome through this whole ordeal. And so have all of you with your cards, emails, and prayers.

I see a counselor once a week and that's going fine and I see a psychologist September 17th about my meds... waiting... waiting...

I have been asking myself lately a question in a book I recently read called "Who moved my cheese?" and the question is "What would you do if you weren't afraid?" It's a scary question... so broad... and I have found that right now my answer is "Music." If I weren't scared, if I weren't afraid, if I was FREE I'd play my guitar and sing all the live-long day. When my guitar is strapped on I feel calm, I feel at peace. I feel like the world is ok and I am ok. So I will be allowing myself to pursue that love. My sister has been writing songs (lyrics) lately and this week I helped put them to music. And my cousin Sara and I used to sing together as teens and are going to start doing that again. Our first adventure we have decided will be to put together a Christmas Set and go around playing it at churches and cafes, etc. I'm really excited about that!

So that's where I am currently...

My cute little niece turned one recently:

And I finally painted my living room (and I LOOOOVE it!)

Have an awesome day everyone!