Is anyone else sick of what it takes to just "be"? I mean that I can clean all day and wash clothes all day, and do dishes all day, and feed little mouths all day, and the next morning it starts all over again! It just NEVER ENDS!! You do all of this just so you can wake up the next morning and not be any futher ahead than you were the day before. It's depressing. My house is always a wreck, there seems to never be a clean spoon when I need one, my kids seem to always be hungry or dirty or in need of something. And heaven forbid I want to take a shower cuz there's no clean towels in sight and I'm never sure where they all go! It's like there's a black hole looming somewhere in my home... And lately I've had to be on a couple of medications and vitamins that I have to take mutiple times a day and that just adds to my feeling of "it's always something". I feel like the energizer bunny (minus the energy). It's really hard for me cuz I'm a check-list-person and with being a stay-at-home-mom I never have any sense of accomplishment. Nothing really ever gets checked off cuz as soon as you do the dishes you have to cook another meal, creating more dirty dishes, and as soon as you mop someone tracks in mud or spills an entire glass of juice. It's almost pointless...
Oh well. Whatever. I just wanted to vent a little...
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